Wednesday, April 14, 2010

bachata dance;)

i recently just discovered a new passion of mine=D!!! i wanna learn how to dance bachata! it is incredible! ill try to explain into words how i felt watching this vedeo.

in simplest terms it was like watching the couples make love on the dance floor. you can feel the passion and affection the dancers have towards one another. it is beautiful... truely is. i now want to learn. oh my god its like discovering a new part of me that was waiting to come out... made me feel like a kid again. haha. so fucken cheezy but i could care less! im so happy i got to learn this new insight about myself. and definately going to do sumin about it. i fell in love the first time i watched them dance. one day ill be that guy and my partner is going to be amzing.

here is the link... i can't stop watching it!!! lol

Monday, April 12, 2010

an end to a good weekend=)

met up with my group from the wall - FREAKIN awesome as always! sheena and kenny had us over at there place for some din din... which im gonna add... kicked ass! we had some laughs, lots actually... a few tears, and alot of heart felt moments. when i whent i kept telling myself that there was nothing wrong with me. that everything was fine in my life. boy was i wrong! i have my group to thank for for my realization. at that moment i was beating the shyt out of myself. i felt about one one hundredths my size. i have lots to work on. definately not afraid to admit that=)

whent to my friend's event - celebration for her first year divorce. weird eh lol. but anyways it was good times... got to see people i havne't seen for awhile so that was kool. my ex was there too and it was aite. what upsets me is how nice she is in front of my face... then over txt she's different. i've always told myself to befriend my exes. but i now realise fuck it. for real. i try so hard to be that 'nice' guy. that fucken angel. the one that tries to make it right all the time. but with her... fuck it. thats all i can say.... looking back i wouldn't change anything... but fuck it whatever right? life's got its moments and it aint it always gonna be friendly. neither am i. but who gives a shyt right? for real... gave her back her ring i baught her cuz i wanted to take the 'high' road. i shoulda known better. but i knew at that point in my life i was doing sumin right. no regrets tho right? yehhh... amen brotha... amen!

whent to church for the first time in ever!!! actually since vday. haha i remember cuz that day my 2 buddies and i whent for all you can eat sushi ate so much and all 3 of us puked it all out=). but yeh i was late cuz of traffic! damiit traffic on a sunday? so i missed the beginning which sucked cuz it was the singing part. but the rest of the service was good=). signed up for a 3 day retreat which didn't even cost that much. all i know is everything happens for a reason. today was the last day to sign up for it and i didn't even know. so thank you god. i appreciate your timing. afterwards i came home and cleaned my room, can you say spotless? watched brroklyn's finest.... now i wanna fill up my washing machine full of cash LOL. till tomorrow folks. god bless.

Thursday, April 8, 2010


so today was pretty good tooo.. busy at work. had a cheque come in so yes another contract closed=D. and got to work out this morning although i was under the impression i wouldn't have time to. spent time with joanna (one of my ex's) and this time it was actually pretty kool. we headed over to metro... ended up shopping for ourselfs which defeated the purpose as to why we whent there in the first place (to buy chelzy her bday present - close friend of ours). but yeh it was good fun. she wants to chill again but this time she wants me to go with her to get her neck pierced! i think its fcuken discusting! but whatever.

so my customer is driving me nuts... all this pricing and negotiating bullshyt. i mean it wouldn't be so bad if she didn't have this clusterfuck attittude and she was a little bit more reasonable on her proposals. like fuck she wants me to include this, reduce that, fuck sakes. after reading that email for some reason just threw off my whole day. almost didn't end up bloggin because of that! fcuk me. whatever im about ready to tell her to buy from a different supplier. fcukeneh! on the bright side i closed 75k within 24 hours? yeap that's right;).

Wednesday, April 7, 2010

a 21 out of 10 day today!

all i can say is WOW. for real! had a sick ass day at work today. closed 2 deals totalling at 57k. and i did all that in 1 day! fcken rights! have a cheque coming in also and should be here sometime this week... and i have 2 more projects that are looking pretty good too. wow i really think i can pull off 100k in sales this week alone! im fcken excited! and my wourkout routine... flawless! diet... i should be eating more but i've been so busy with work. at least im eating the right foods tho=).

one thing i forgot to mention on my last blog... over the weekend i did 2 easter egg hunts! not 1 but 2! i haven't done one of those in like ever!!! it was so awesome... made me feel like a kid again lol. first was at ben's... buds (his older sister) set out all the chocolates for us.... so sweet of her! then the 2nd was at my dad's and brother's place. zach (the youngest) tried knocking me and brody down (the middle) and we ended pushing him back. we agreed that next year were gonna go at with gloves... it'll be the sickest brawl over easter eggs haha. anyways... have another busy day again tomorrow... off to bed i go. goodnight world peeps!

Tuesday, April 6, 2010

a mix of procastination and laziness!

so it's been a week since my last entry! here we go...

so yeh last tuesday i met up with my wall group. i got to tell them about my weekend on the island which was pretty kool. the best part tho was i got to hear how my group's 1st week whent as well. beeing with these guys is awesome! Sheena, Kenny, Mel and Sienna are like the coolest people ever!!! a member did join us that night tho which made it a whole lot better! she was facing a wall herself about joining us for dinner... shitty i know! but she ended up coming out and she definately was happy she came... or at least i think she is? haha. it does feel nice to share your life with people, especially the ones that actually want to hear it. i am truly blessed i have such a wonderful group and i can totally see us as life long friends=)

the rest of the week from what i remember was pretty aite. thursday afternoon i took the ferry to nanaimo. my best friend's sister wanted me to go to some gala fund raiser thing so i couldn't say no. especially when it was for a good couse. the part that pissed me off was Ben (my best friend) told me there was gonna be tons of food. and it turned out we had people waling around with only 3 different kinds of finger food! unfceken real! not only that we were told to dress formal so of course i looked slick;)... and we got there and people were in like jeans and day to day clothing! but looking at the bright side... i did get to spend some time with ben, andrea (his sister), and andrea's friend - which is why ri wanted me to come out in the first place. to meet her friend! lol. but ben and i did stand out from the crowd so it did feel nice. then after the show, cuz there was a play. actually it was like showing the lives of 8 differnt people i think? great show i might add. some parts almost put me to sleep, but others made me almost pee myself lol. anyways after the show one of the actors said to us that when ben and i walked in... this chick was like 'OoOOoo who are those 2 guys'... TOTALLY MADE MY NIGHT!!!

then friday came it was a pretty chill day. woke up to the craziest weather ever!!! it was raining so hard it was awesome! when to the gym about 11ish and i was sooooo pumpped to work out... like i knew i was gonna rip some shyt up kinda pumpped! long story short it was a pretty horrible workout... it started with the fact i had to pay a drop in... which is bullshyt cuz my gym gives you like a 3 day free trial or whatever. then the equipment i wasn't used to... the cardio machines were pretty brutal and on on... on the plus side i did bump into an old friend of mine that i havne't seen since i graduated. it was nice to catch up. but although it wasn't the workout i expected, at least i was still there. then night time came and we made the sickest dinner ever! incredible chicken that ben and i made, and mashed potatoes that bus made and the corn... freakin awesome! then got a txt from sani and jen to go out clubbing! so ben and i got ready and headed for the club. clubbing in nanaimo = mediocre time. lol. i saw soooooo many people that i haven't seen in like forever! it was awesome!!! had a couple drinks and it turne out to be a pretty good night.

saturday was the bbq at ben's place. it turned out pretty good. considering the fact we forgot to make mashed potatoes!!! don't know how that got by all of us. but yeh the food was great and rock band kicked ass! played a couple rounds of halo which i haven't played in like ever. then after ej (my flip buddy) told me to go over his buddies place cuz it was his birthday. holy crap more food!!! the party was awesome too. got to see my flip crew again and owned there ass in poker haha. i ate again of course... no bullshyt i had like 3 plates of noodles. used the 'i need it for protein' excuse and obviousely it didn't work cuz noodles are carbs haha. but mahn cathing up with the crew was awesome. i look back now and i know soooo many people. like everwhere i whent i knew somebody. oh yeh i feel hella special;) haha. but good times with my flip boyz. definately gonna do it again.

sunday we whent to comox to pick up ben's mom. before that we stopped for some breakfast at a place called 'plates fine dinery'... it was called that cuz they had tons of license plates all over the restaurant. go figure eh lol. but breakfast was a whole nother story. first of all we were so fascinated by the different kinds of plates there were, the menue i couldn't decide, my drink i couldn't decide... mahn i've never laughed as much as i did eating breakfast that day. i took a huge stretch and found a basket of mint chocolate (one of the server's counter was behind our table). so ever so often i would jack one. it was freakin amazing!!! best mint chocolate ever. tasted like the after 8 ones but much thicker. awesome breakfast! then after we picked up ben's mom we whent home and played army of 2... kick ass game! then we had to pick up his dad from the airport. it was nice seeing his parents again cuz i havne't seen them in awhile. then after i got ben to drop me off at my dad's and brother's place. that was pretty awesome too. got to spend some time with them. had a kick ass turkey dinner. then for dessert my brotehrs and i whent to DQ to pick up that soft ice cream while my dad put the apple pie in the oven. we got home mixed it all up and it was heaven on earth!!! it was soooooo fcuken good! omg. then after dinner i had to cath the ferry home. my buddies got drunk so i had to bus my ass home! fcuk sakes lol. but on the plus side i do know a way to get home faster then the route i was thinking of in the first place=)... got home and past out!

yesterday was hella busy at work! my goodness no shyt all i had to eat yesterday was freakin protein powder! had a customer come all the way from Squamish to see us and that meeting whent pretty well too. also it was day 1 of a 90 day 6 pack challenge. so meh it was aite. but yeh super busy at work... awesome workout at the gym. great back and abs workout.

today again work was busy! its fcuken awesome how busy its getting tho... i have a verbal commitment from a house im doing in Whistler, and my other customer said she will be giving me a deposit for her order as well tomorrow for my project in squamish. i have all these projects im working on right now and im freakin' loving!!! keep showering me with more business please so i can be BIG BALLEN=). thank you! today i did chest and 11 min of HIIT. it was great! at the gym there was this super fcuken gorgeouse blonde... omg she's so fucken hot... last time i saw her she miled at me.... and then today she smiled at me again!!!! can you say saweeeeetttt!!! lol. anyways fcuken gorgeouse! totally made my workout that much better haha. and now im doing laundry... i actually like it cuz after i get clean clothes=P. haha. i was planning on bloggin last night to catch up but i spent like an hour and a halfe writing this super long email to my wall group. lemme tell you tho it was worth it=).

all in all the last week has been pretty kick ass! gained 6 and a halfe pounds cuz i wouldn't stop eating! lol. met tons of my driving needs and built stronger relationships with the people im close to. much fcuken love to life right now.... enjoying every minute of it!!! until next time;)

Sunday, March 28, 2010

awesome weekend!

so i just got home from what i will say to be an awesome weekend=)! in point form as follows;

friday night whent for dinner
-had seafood fttacini (however you spell it) alfreado which i couldn't taste that well cuz i had a cold!
-spent time bonding with my asian group
-shared laughter and checked out the cute waitresses lol

afterwards whent for a poker tourney
-ate pizza, chips, had a beer, and lots of oven baked goods
-met new people
-came 5th place! which means i lost! lol
-spent some time with my god daughter... she is so awesome like for real! im completely in love with this little angel!

saturday morning
-had my meeting with my clients... whent SOOOOO well!!! im like 98% shure they're going to go with us. we had some good laughs and the wife really liked our product. so im excited about that cuz they're gonna make a decesion sometime tomorrow

saturday afternoon
-caught the 12:45 ferry
-met up with my some old high school friends of mine which was awesome cuz it made the trip that much better... we got to catch up which was really nice and i ate a burger for the first time in awhile.
-thought my best friend
- was gonna pick me up but turns up his sister (which is also like my lil siter) came to pick me up instead.
-we had awesome bonding time and listened to some kick ass country music
-she told me to go to this gala thin on thursday night so i guess i have my thursday night booked!
-whent to my best friend's place and helpped him fix the sink.... didn't really do much but criticzed
-had bonding time with his mom so that was pretty sweet
-drove to woodgrove and met up with sani cuz i told her i would swing by and say hi. should i mention tho her co worker was working and she is freakin gorgeouse! i mean she is beautiful! i would love to share the details but im gonna be selfish and keep it all to myself!!! BUAHAHA! but i do know im going back there next time i go to nan;)
-whent back to ben's place and chilled for a bit
-my dad came to pick me up cuz i told him i would help them move
-we hardley moved anything and ended up putting a table together... which we didn't even finish lol
-but we did have our bonding times too so that was pretty sick

saturday evening
-met up with my bro and whent to boston pizza cuz i told jen we would swing by and visit her
-had a beer with salt which was pretty disgusting.... best friend loved it tho.
-split a spaghetti cuz apparently its too big. lemme tell you tho it was freakin GOOD!!! the meatballs were so good. maybe its cuz i haven't had it in awhile but shyt i wanted to order more.
-of course we got jen to serve us and yes she did do pretty well... except the fact she told me the wrong directions to the bathroom, gave ben a broken glass, didn't give us lime for our corrona cuz apparently they rean out! but she did hook us up with some balloons and her smiling made up for the rest=). *korny alert!
-we didn't know what to do after so we asked jen if we could go over.
-she was game so we grabbed pizza cuz i knew she was hungry! whent to her place and the story ends there! just kidding... we ended up playing COD and she completely kicked our ass. umm literally had us for breakfast... it was soo bad... and the worse part she would be giggling everytime after she killed us! cute lil asian girl beating us in a shooting game?!??! not fun at all! but we did have tons of good laugh so it was all worth it... thanks jen=)

-got ben to drop me off my dad's place
-ate a mighty breakfast... 5 sausages and 3 eggs=)
-then hellped them move the whole day!!!
-so awesome cuz all of us were working together and we were getting awesome results
-definately bonded alot closer with my dad and my brothers which was one of the things i wanted to do while i was over.
-ate subway for lunch with chocolate milk... mMMmmm it was pretty good too!
for dinner my dad made this killer rice dish with the most tender pork i've ever had.... it was fucken amazing! like gimme 3 more servings kinda deal haha.
-afterwards he dropped me off and we got to talk father to son on the way to the ferry which was really nice.
-on the ferry met an old friend of mine i used to go to school with... we chit chatted for a bit and then whent our separate ways.

all in all this weekend to me was awesome! i achieved so many of my driving needs its unbelievable.... i followed through with the commitment i made of going to the island which im proud of. i got to connect better with my brothers and my dad which was the key purpose of going in the first place. all the other events were a super HUGE bonus. i love spending time with my best freind... he's such an awesome guy. although we didn't spend as much time together this time as we normally would, it was still nice to see him again and have our bro talks. seeing sani, her co worker, jen, old high school friends, and co workers, i forgot to mention i met some of em on the ferry back, was such a huge treat for me.... i value the relationships that i have with all people around me and i would like for that to grow stronger over time. like jen was such an awesome person to chill with... for real! good laughs and shyt. and i know she let me kill her a couple times so i wouldn't feel as TINY! but she's not afraid to show who she is, and definately up for pizza if it was there=P... thanks for such an awesome weekend. im glad i got to go cuz if i didn't. none of this would have happened=)... much love always.

Saturday, March 27, 2010

recovery day

k first its not like im recovering from a hangover or anything like that lol... i just didn't feel like blogging last night! but yeh ever have those days or those moments when you kinda just don't care? like i don't know if it was the fact i wouldn't stop sneezing, or my runny nose, or th fact i cheated on my diet again! but i just felt like i could care less last night! i knew i had to choice on bettering the situation... but i didn't even bother! kinna sad but i guess everyone has those moments right?
anyways i just finished my meeting with my clients.... they seemed pretty interested in the products so im hoping they'll go with us=).... holla make money money make money money! lol. so yeh.... just sitting in my office checkin' out some homes in texas.... found a really sick one i wanna get. its absolutely gorgeouse! its right on the lake and it's got like little boat garage place that you can park your boat in. its saweeet!!! can't wait to have all the amasing parties there. fly all my family and freinds and spend time making memories... ahhh.... i can just see it now. . here is the link is you wanna take a look at it=).
funny thing... i finally had the balls to approuch this girl at the gym yesterday. the whole front row of treadmills weren't beeing used and there's like 15 of em'. she was on the one and i hopped on the one right beside her! LOL! it was awesome.... anyways we got the chance to talk for like 5 min cuz that's how long i go for for my cool down. made her laugh, she made me laugh... all in all it was pretty good. as i was leaving she looked at me and smile and i couldn't help but wink and smile back. yeh i know... *korny alert! but yeh... after breaking through that wall i felt relieved, happy, excited, accomplished, and so on! it felt great. now i just gotta take those emotions into acount the next time i hit a wall. its gonna be an awesome life=D!

Thursday, March 25, 2010

confession pt2

kay so obviousely i didn't learn from my frist one! i ended up going for ribs and nachos for dinner! FML!!! but on the flip side we did get some bonding time... just us boys. and as a bonus we had skanky looking waitresses to look at... yum yum;).
but yeh today i got to work at like 12ish... absolutely horrible! 3 oclock came around pretty quick. but a highlite tho i had a customer come in and i've met him before. to my understanding i lost the entire agreement. but he comes out of no where and of course i couldn't meet with him cuz i was out for fucken chinese food. but anyways i spoke with him and again and booked an appointment for saturday. im pretty excited for actually. i mean i already thought i lost it so when i do sign this portion of the contract it'll be like a bonus=). a downer tho i don't get to spend as much time on the island as i had hoped. missing my brother's friend's party, missing time with my best friend. and im not a fan of going to the island for just 1 night either. but yeh the point is ill still be going. actually even thinking of going again next weekend. and this time be leaving on a friday like i had planned! but fuck me i made a commitment to go to an event on saturday... then another invitation came up for that same night! ayahhh!!!! and i don't wana keep letting people down either... im done with that. one thing i told myself is to keep getting better at following through with my committments. i guess with each one i commit to the easier it gets? i shure hope so... i mean it is tough but the pay off you get out of it is awesome! mabee if i focused more on the other side of that wall it'll be alot easier for me. i know through time it will keep getting better right=).
haha funny thing.... when we were checking those girls out i was like... mahn i want some ass!!! LOL... so maybe if i keep putting it out there itll happen? lol
i was thinking the other day too... mabee im ready to be in a relationship again=)... i mean its almost been a year since my last and i've been through a ton of changes since then. really i wanted to find myself again... i turned into a monster with my last relationship... i figured it wouldn't be faire for the other party to have me but for her not to see the tru Leo that i know.... i wouldn't ask otherwise if i were in her shoes right=)... i do know when the time comes it will happen. and when it does i will pour out my love to her and she damn well better do the same! buahaha!!! actually i don't ask for nothing in return. i know what i've got to offer. so however she reacts will be a bonus=)

confession pt1

FUCKK!!!! ok i cheated on my diet! dammit.... don't know what i was thinking.... actually i do know.... im craving chinese food... LETS GO! fuck.... and then to top it off i ate a snickers bar afterward... FML!

Wednesday, March 24, 2010

3rd time is a charm!

holy motherfuck me! just got home from a poker tourney and lost 80 bucks!!! i know.... not so much of a big deal... but that coulda led to 2 more armani shirts!!! arghhh. *end vent

on the flip side of that tho cuz there's always the positives. i got to connect alot stronger with a good buddy of mine. actually come to think of it he's one of my best friends=). i know korny... but true! so deal with it! but yeh... after this past weekend im starting to value the poeple that i have around me. i know the ones in whom i wanna be close to. its so clear to me how important relationships truely are. ummm... i thank god for telling me to go tonight. cuz really i was planning on bailing out again! one of the things i wanted to work on was with following through with my commitments... but i am forever grateful that my subconciouse told me to go. as the days go by im learning more about what this 'life' really is to me. i can make it anything i want it to be. all it takes is MY decision... and i know from then on nothing can stop me. and i got to see one of my god daughters today! she's so fucken cute and adorable. my goodness!!!! gave me the fattest hug... told her i missed her. and i was like... did you miss ninong (god father) and she was all like yehhh... and then i said i love you to her and she said i love you back to me. so fucken cuuuuuteee!!!!

on another flip side i found the house i wanna buy.... its super fucken beautiful! fuck sakes it cost 25 mio! but having faith by my side i know it can be achievable=)

Tuesday, March 23, 2010

day 2=)

so i mentioned the book how to win friends and influence people to my co worker and he told me not to read it! apparently it teaches you ways of manipulating people and shyt so im not down with. so instead im gonna read the monk who sold his ferrari=)

really stoked today cuz i baught multi vitamins! lol. not only that i finally said hi to this one girl i've been so hesitant on for like months! feels nice to overcome it and when i walked by her she gave me a cute lil smile. totally made my day! chest workout today was awesome. and yeh watching vids on youtube inspired me to work on my 8 pack that much more!

on another note im really REALLY liking my support group from the wall. can you say 'kick-ass' people?!?!?! so awesome.... tuesday were gonna be meeting up for dinner so i guess i can go for a cheat meal. prolly have smoked salmon or some kind of wrap. im just lookin forward to see how everyone's first week went. the things that have changed, and of course the updates in my life.

and for this weekend im going to the island!!!! im so excited for it. im gonna meet alot of my driving needs i know that much=)... im just really excited about life right now... i mean im understanding it and its great... from here on in it will get better. with faith by my side i know anything is possible=)! and of course i have god to guide me every step of the way too!

Monday, March 22, 2010

this is the first of many to come

so yeh... this is the first time i've used this thing. main purpose in blogging for me is to start writing again. i found out over the weekend how much i enjoyed writing so here it goes.

this is the day after i just finished taking the 'wall'. for some that don't know what it is, its part 2 of a 3 part program in the excellence series seminar. i can honestly say im a completely different person! i have never viewed life the way i see it now. its just unbelievable! for me success was always haveing the nice cars, huge house, yacht, plane etc... but now its a whole new meaning. i wish i can put into words what this new found feeling is. really i do. but mahn i gotta tell you its amazing!

started my new HIIT program this morning so im pretty stoked about that. gained 2 pounds over the week so i gotta get focused again. had an awesome back workout. the v-taper is definately coming in real nice. and abs too. i can feel em' there... theres just that layer of fat i gotta get rid of. i know i can do it. with more patience and determintation i know i can get there. holy shyt just thought of sumin. i was stumbling through my old files and i found my before pic of me! can you say EWWWWWW!!!! holy shyt was i ever fat lol... i didn't know i got that big. but thank got i lost most of it. actually im at 50 pounds weight lost to date so im pretty stoked about that.

hmmm... gonna start reading 'how to win friends and influence people' tonight so im pretty stoked about that. its so awesome how there's an unlimited amount of information in this world and we have full access to it! i look at the world now as a huge school. i mean in terms of learning and education of course=P. but anyways laundry is done and i gotta start folding my clothes. its gonna be hella fun!