Sunday, March 28, 2010

awesome weekend!

so i just got home from what i will say to be an awesome weekend=)! in point form as follows;

friday night whent for dinner
-had seafood fttacini (however you spell it) alfreado which i couldn't taste that well cuz i had a cold!
-spent time bonding with my asian group
-shared laughter and checked out the cute waitresses lol

afterwards whent for a poker tourney
-ate pizza, chips, had a beer, and lots of oven baked goods
-met new people
-came 5th place! which means i lost! lol
-spent some time with my god daughter... she is so awesome like for real! im completely in love with this little angel!

saturday morning
-had my meeting with my clients... whent SOOOOO well!!! im like 98% shure they're going to go with us. we had some good laughs and the wife really liked our product. so im excited about that cuz they're gonna make a decesion sometime tomorrow

saturday afternoon
-caught the 12:45 ferry
-met up with my some old high school friends of mine which was awesome cuz it made the trip that much better... we got to catch up which was really nice and i ate a burger for the first time in awhile.
-thought my best friend
- was gonna pick me up but turns up his sister (which is also like my lil siter) came to pick me up instead.
-we had awesome bonding time and listened to some kick ass country music
-she told me to go to this gala thin on thursday night so i guess i have my thursday night booked!
-whent to my best friend's place and helpped him fix the sink.... didn't really do much but criticzed
-had bonding time with his mom so that was pretty sweet
-drove to woodgrove and met up with sani cuz i told her i would swing by and say hi. should i mention tho her co worker was working and she is freakin gorgeouse! i mean she is beautiful! i would love to share the details but im gonna be selfish and keep it all to myself!!! BUAHAHA! but i do know im going back there next time i go to nan;)
-whent back to ben's place and chilled for a bit
-my dad came to pick me up cuz i told him i would help them move
-we hardley moved anything and ended up putting a table together... which we didn't even finish lol
-but we did have our bonding times too so that was pretty sick

saturday evening
-met up with my bro and whent to boston pizza cuz i told jen we would swing by and visit her
-had a beer with salt which was pretty disgusting.... best friend loved it tho.
-split a spaghetti cuz apparently its too big. lemme tell you tho it was freakin GOOD!!! the meatballs were so good. maybe its cuz i haven't had it in awhile but shyt i wanted to order more.
-of course we got jen to serve us and yes she did do pretty well... except the fact she told me the wrong directions to the bathroom, gave ben a broken glass, didn't give us lime for our corrona cuz apparently they rean out! but she did hook us up with some balloons and her smiling made up for the rest=). *korny alert!
-we didn't know what to do after so we asked jen if we could go over.
-she was game so we grabbed pizza cuz i knew she was hungry! whent to her place and the story ends there! just kidding... we ended up playing COD and she completely kicked our ass. umm literally had us for breakfast... it was soo bad... and the worse part she would be giggling everytime after she killed us! cute lil asian girl beating us in a shooting game?!??! not fun at all! but we did have tons of good laugh so it was all worth it... thanks jen=)

-got ben to drop me off my dad's place
-ate a mighty breakfast... 5 sausages and 3 eggs=)
-then hellped them move the whole day!!!
-so awesome cuz all of us were working together and we were getting awesome results
-definately bonded alot closer with my dad and my brothers which was one of the things i wanted to do while i was over.
-ate subway for lunch with chocolate milk... mMMmmm it was pretty good too!
for dinner my dad made this killer rice dish with the most tender pork i've ever had.... it was fucken amazing! like gimme 3 more servings kinda deal haha.
-afterwards he dropped me off and we got to talk father to son on the way to the ferry which was really nice.
-on the ferry met an old friend of mine i used to go to school with... we chit chatted for a bit and then whent our separate ways.

all in all this weekend to me was awesome! i achieved so many of my driving needs its unbelievable.... i followed through with the commitment i made of going to the island which im proud of. i got to connect better with my brothers and my dad which was the key purpose of going in the first place. all the other events were a super HUGE bonus. i love spending time with my best freind... he's such an awesome guy. although we didn't spend as much time together this time as we normally would, it was still nice to see him again and have our bro talks. seeing sani, her co worker, jen, old high school friends, and co workers, i forgot to mention i met some of em on the ferry back, was such a huge treat for me.... i value the relationships that i have with all people around me and i would like for that to grow stronger over time. like jen was such an awesome person to chill with... for real! good laughs and shyt. and i know she let me kill her a couple times so i wouldn't feel as TINY! but she's not afraid to show who she is, and definately up for pizza if it was there=P... thanks for such an awesome weekend. im glad i got to go cuz if i didn't. none of this would have happened=)... much love always.

Saturday, March 27, 2010

recovery day

k first its not like im recovering from a hangover or anything like that lol... i just didn't feel like blogging last night! but yeh ever have those days or those moments when you kinda just don't care? like i don't know if it was the fact i wouldn't stop sneezing, or my runny nose, or th fact i cheated on my diet again! but i just felt like i could care less last night! i knew i had to choice on bettering the situation... but i didn't even bother! kinna sad but i guess everyone has those moments right?
anyways i just finished my meeting with my clients.... they seemed pretty interested in the products so im hoping they'll go with us=).... holla make money money make money money! lol. so yeh.... just sitting in my office checkin' out some homes in texas.... found a really sick one i wanna get. its absolutely gorgeouse! its right on the lake and it's got like little boat garage place that you can park your boat in. its saweeet!!! can't wait to have all the amasing parties there. fly all my family and freinds and spend time making memories... ahhh.... i can just see it now. . here is the link is you wanna take a look at it=).
funny thing... i finally had the balls to approuch this girl at the gym yesterday. the whole front row of treadmills weren't beeing used and there's like 15 of em'. she was on the one and i hopped on the one right beside her! LOL! it was awesome.... anyways we got the chance to talk for like 5 min cuz that's how long i go for for my cool down. made her laugh, she made me laugh... all in all it was pretty good. as i was leaving she looked at me and smile and i couldn't help but wink and smile back. yeh i know... *korny alert! but yeh... after breaking through that wall i felt relieved, happy, excited, accomplished, and so on! it felt great. now i just gotta take those emotions into acount the next time i hit a wall. its gonna be an awesome life=D!

Thursday, March 25, 2010

confession pt2

kay so obviousely i didn't learn from my frist one! i ended up going for ribs and nachos for dinner! FML!!! but on the flip side we did get some bonding time... just us boys. and as a bonus we had skanky looking waitresses to look at... yum yum;).
but yeh today i got to work at like 12ish... absolutely horrible! 3 oclock came around pretty quick. but a highlite tho i had a customer come in and i've met him before. to my understanding i lost the entire agreement. but he comes out of no where and of course i couldn't meet with him cuz i was out for fucken chinese food. but anyways i spoke with him and again and booked an appointment for saturday. im pretty excited for actually. i mean i already thought i lost it so when i do sign this portion of the contract it'll be like a bonus=). a downer tho i don't get to spend as much time on the island as i had hoped. missing my brother's friend's party, missing time with my best friend. and im not a fan of going to the island for just 1 night either. but yeh the point is ill still be going. actually even thinking of going again next weekend. and this time be leaving on a friday like i had planned! but fuck me i made a commitment to go to an event on saturday... then another invitation came up for that same night! ayahhh!!!! and i don't wana keep letting people down either... im done with that. one thing i told myself is to keep getting better at following through with my committments. i guess with each one i commit to the easier it gets? i shure hope so... i mean it is tough but the pay off you get out of it is awesome! mabee if i focused more on the other side of that wall it'll be alot easier for me. i know through time it will keep getting better right=).
haha funny thing.... when we were checking those girls out i was like... mahn i want some ass!!! LOL... so maybe if i keep putting it out there itll happen? lol
i was thinking the other day too... mabee im ready to be in a relationship again=)... i mean its almost been a year since my last and i've been through a ton of changes since then. really i wanted to find myself again... i turned into a monster with my last relationship... i figured it wouldn't be faire for the other party to have me but for her not to see the tru Leo that i know.... i wouldn't ask otherwise if i were in her shoes right=)... i do know when the time comes it will happen. and when it does i will pour out my love to her and she damn well better do the same! buahaha!!! actually i don't ask for nothing in return. i know what i've got to offer. so however she reacts will be a bonus=)

confession pt1

FUCKK!!!! ok i cheated on my diet! dammit.... don't know what i was thinking.... actually i do know.... im craving chinese food... LETS GO! fuck.... and then to top it off i ate a snickers bar afterward... FML!

Wednesday, March 24, 2010

3rd time is a charm!

holy motherfuck me! just got home from a poker tourney and lost 80 bucks!!! i know.... not so much of a big deal... but that coulda led to 2 more armani shirts!!! arghhh. *end vent

on the flip side of that tho cuz there's always the positives. i got to connect alot stronger with a good buddy of mine. actually come to think of it he's one of my best friends=). i know korny... but true! so deal with it! but yeh... after this past weekend im starting to value the poeple that i have around me. i know the ones in whom i wanna be close to. its so clear to me how important relationships truely are. ummm... i thank god for telling me to go tonight. cuz really i was planning on bailing out again! one of the things i wanted to work on was with following through with my commitments... but i am forever grateful that my subconciouse told me to go. as the days go by im learning more about what this 'life' really is to me. i can make it anything i want it to be. all it takes is MY decision... and i know from then on nothing can stop me. and i got to see one of my god daughters today! she's so fucken cute and adorable. my goodness!!!! gave me the fattest hug... told her i missed her. and i was like... did you miss ninong (god father) and she was all like yehhh... and then i said i love you to her and she said i love you back to me. so fucken cuuuuuteee!!!!

on another flip side i found the house i wanna buy.... its super fucken beautiful! fuck sakes it cost 25 mio! but having faith by my side i know it can be achievable=)

Tuesday, March 23, 2010

day 2=)

so i mentioned the book how to win friends and influence people to my co worker and he told me not to read it! apparently it teaches you ways of manipulating people and shyt so im not down with. so instead im gonna read the monk who sold his ferrari=)

really stoked today cuz i baught multi vitamins! lol. not only that i finally said hi to this one girl i've been so hesitant on for like months! feels nice to overcome it and when i walked by her she gave me a cute lil smile. totally made my day! chest workout today was awesome. and yeh watching vids on youtube inspired me to work on my 8 pack that much more!

on another note im really REALLY liking my support group from the wall. can you say 'kick-ass' people?!?!?! so awesome.... tuesday were gonna be meeting up for dinner so i guess i can go for a cheat meal. prolly have smoked salmon or some kind of wrap. im just lookin forward to see how everyone's first week went. the things that have changed, and of course the updates in my life.

and for this weekend im going to the island!!!! im so excited for it. im gonna meet alot of my driving needs i know that much=)... im just really excited about life right now... i mean im understanding it and its great... from here on in it will get better. with faith by my side i know anything is possible=)! and of course i have god to guide me every step of the way too!

Monday, March 22, 2010

this is the first of many to come

so yeh... this is the first time i've used this thing. main purpose in blogging for me is to start writing again. i found out over the weekend how much i enjoyed writing so here it goes.

this is the day after i just finished taking the 'wall'. for some that don't know what it is, its part 2 of a 3 part program in the excellence series seminar. i can honestly say im a completely different person! i have never viewed life the way i see it now. its just unbelievable! for me success was always haveing the nice cars, huge house, yacht, plane etc... but now its a whole new meaning. i wish i can put into words what this new found feeling is. really i do. but mahn i gotta tell you its amazing!

started my new HIIT program this morning so im pretty stoked about that. gained 2 pounds over the week so i gotta get focused again. had an awesome back workout. the v-taper is definately coming in real nice. and abs too. i can feel em' there... theres just that layer of fat i gotta get rid of. i know i can do it. with more patience and determintation i know i can get there. holy shyt just thought of sumin. i was stumbling through my old files and i found my before pic of me! can you say EWWWWWW!!!! holy shyt was i ever fat lol... i didn't know i got that big. but thank got i lost most of it. actually im at 50 pounds weight lost to date so im pretty stoked about that.

hmmm... gonna start reading 'how to win friends and influence people' tonight so im pretty stoked about that. its so awesome how there's an unlimited amount of information in this world and we have full access to it! i look at the world now as a huge school. i mean in terms of learning and education of course=P. but anyways laundry is done and i gotta start folding my clothes. its gonna be hella fun!